My name is Matthew Aaron

I trained Marine Mammals for 15 years

My first college class had more students than my ENTIRE high school

In 1989 I came out as gay 

In 1998 I left that life for Jesus

Favorite color BLUE

I write this blog for every guy wrestling with homosexuality and Christianity.

For every parent waiting for their boys to return home. 

I grew

up in a

Christian

home

I grew up in a town of 1500 people

Will eat: Liver & Spam

Won’t eat: Sushi & Thai

I have no profession of perfection.  Only a profession of Jesus. I can’t do life alone. I can’t do it with another man in my bed. I am God’s rescue mission.  For the rejected, abandoned, hopeless, the proud, the hot and fit and the “happy”, Jesus died. I need healthy, intimate relationships.  These are the disappointments, revelations, heartaches and triumphs of my journey out of gay culture and into the Christian world and perhaps the dark, smoky hallways in between.

I knew 2 things my entire life

I felt different than other boys and Jesus Christ died for my sins

May the intersection of our journeys illuminate your path to Jesus